12.04.2011 - proud of me
I like sitting in a heated room with a window or door open to let in the really cold air from outside. The warm air moving with the cold on your skin feels so amazing. There needs to be central air that can achieve this without actually having to lose all the heat to the outdoors for real. This would be ideal. And while someone's at it, I need a house with an open air courtyard with a platform for Tyrone. And a dark, dark sky.
It's been a rough last few months and I'm not doing a good job of recovering. I've become a recluse and getting really sick a few weeks ago didn't help either. It's been a while since I've been that sick and it was agony. The coughing has subsided thankfully but I still cough up nastiness every once and a while. My voice has returned. It reminded me of that month I was dying of bronchitis last year... all that coughing. Skyrim has done a great job of keeping my undivided attention though I must say I put in a lot of work only to find out that the Daedric gear has higher points than the Dragon armor which, I guess I should've known but... I just thought it would be better because you have to be a higher level armorer. Color me stupid. My character, Hazel, is level thirty-something. My main goal has been raising my skill to be a master armorer and now I plan on focusing on enchanting. With Molag-bal's soul-catching mace, I need to find Skyrim's equivalent of the Azura Stars of Oblivion. Since starting this game, I've tried to stay away from spoilers online and discover the world and all it has to offer on my own. But then again, this is exactly what let to the armoring disappointment with the stupid Dragon stuff. I feel like the world is smaller than Oblivion... and I'm not sure if anyone else feels that way. Damn, let me stop nerding! Shit. What I originally was going to say before I unloaded all that Skyrim shit was that the end is coming to a close with December. Shit is progressively getting worse, am I riding the entropy wave or what? I'm terrified of what the future brings. If the world is ending, it must be in 2012. Ugh.
This week is finals. Can't wait for winterbreak. I've been enjoying the activity on my Flickr stream as of late. If you're on yahoo, FUCKS WIT IT. Kthx.
12.13.11 - Deutschland
Do I have any German fans? Not German Americans, but Germans! Just curious. I don't think I do. I'm actually not really aware of too many international fans. Such a shame! :(
Princess Purple needs a new bed. Specifically, this one. Nao! I am sooo in love with Z Gall and all there stuff in all my favorite colors! I just want to live in the damn store. <3 The bed would be an important part of the redecoration of my room! Complete with new paint! I'm debating the bathroom as well. I am so bored with this place. I need some stimulation. I've been surrounded by white walls for far too long. Except in the living room, I love it white.
 It's finally winter break! Right now, Texans are cold. I'm going to stop saying that it's cold because some people from certain regions scoff at what Texans consider cold. So, Texans are cold right now.
I might have to go to court this week about the broken window. It's been really difficult trying to move forward and I feel like this is a huge pot hole in the road to peace. I just want that part of my life to stay in the past foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrruuuuuuuughhhhhhhhhhhh.
12.19.11 - he wasn't talking to me
In the last week or so since school has been out, I have reached LEGENDARY levels of complete and utter laziness. I have completed quest AFTER QUEST in the land of Skyrim. And since I'm bringing it up I feel compelled to bitch out the 1.2 update for PS3 that causes my game to freeze up and it's RUINING EVERYTHING. This hasn't deterred me from trying to play as much as you think, despite how completely and UTTERLY OBNOXIOUS it is. Any of my fans play??? With xmas just around the corner, I decided to show some holiday generosity and finally go through all the videos I made during the school semester. They're nothing significant, more like clips... and one or two I recorded going back and forth with Mikeee of Cambang/CamTracks/etc. Since I need some time to get them converted and uploaded, I'll leave you now with this public service announcement from yours truly...
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12.20.11 - it's xmas bitch
I have to drive to Houston later today to attend the funeral of a family member. Please save your condolences, you guys don't have to tell me you're sorry for my loss. It's sad when anyone passes regardless of the circumstances so believe me when I say it's understood. Death is such a weird thing. With this family member's passing goes a significant piece of our family's history. Without this person, my family wouldn't have to come to the United States when they did.. or maybe even never at all. If anything happened any differently, my mother wouldn't have met my father and your beloved Purple would not be here today. War sucks but sometimes PEOPLE result from it. I am grateful for every single individual who was involved in the Vietnam War. I don't think much of Veteran's Day because I carry the gratitude in my heart and life every day. My deceased relative also served in the Korean War. I hope whatever peace there may be in his death can be passed on to his grieving widow to help her through what I consider one of the worst possible life experiences there are. I can't imagine losing my partner after so many years, two children and grandchildren too. You and I, we're still here though. For now. So in the spirit of life and being alive, I'm going to post my next clip. Death and titties. That's all you should associate me with.
12.24.11 - the motto
I was gone for two days and didn't miss shit. Every time I go to Houston I miss it more and more. I love riding around that fucking city and living without a care in the world. I love visiting, but hate the driving to get to and from! I'd like to teleport back and forth between where ever my home is and Houston always... especially for Sunday evenings! Fuck, I'm such a city girl...
In the spirit of the holidays, here's me trying to convince Cambang to get me drunk...
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