09.02.11 - T minus
The blog is back up. I imagine a few of you are happy about it. Your logins still work, though kinda pointless, but registration is turned off.
Now that it's September we all have to prepare for the countdown. What count down, you ask? My motherfuckin birthday! In a month I am turning old. Fuck. I'll be turning 26, crying and doing it all on a weekday. Totally blows. That's okay though because Trulucks has AYCE (all-u-can-eat) crab!!! And as of last year I've declared it my birthday tradition. Along with getting new ink. Ink may not go through according to schedule this year though since I haven't truly decided on anything yet. That's ok though, the thought is more important to me than the act.
I'm feeling so lazy these last couple days. I can't afford to be this way. I'm just lacking any motivation to pay attention to school. I did spend the greater part of the time I've been awake this evening to clean up the kitchen and start some laundry. I was starting to wear dresses to school because I ran out of clothes and hadn't put clean clothes away. I think if I have a nice, clear workspace maybe I'll want to sit at the table and deal with it.
I can't wait for this stupid shit on my face to go away. I hate having scabs and shit on my face!!!
09.04.11 - Creepy McGee
**important**
The ex broke a window back in July and it's in desperate need of fixing. The problem? It's a double pane window which means it's gonna be pricey. It's been boarded up for way too long and I can't continue to leave it this way for any longer. I am going to be cropping and putting together the Hippie Hollow photos for sale and all the funds received go towards fixing the window. Help Purple feel safe and happy in her home!
The photos are NON REVEALING which means no nipple or pussy... just fabulous me! And they're for a good cause because no one should have to live in their home feeling insecure and unsafe after a fucking jerk breaks into it through the window. I am sincerely asking my beloved readers to: please help. :*( The number of photos in the collection will be announced once I'm done cropping and organizing.
 
So I was at this party last night hanging out with an old friend and probably the only soberish person there. I should reword that. I was the least fucked up, I think. There was live music, arcohor, watermelon being chucked around and later on in the evening I was sitting down w muh buddy. A couple of people randomly show up and one of them looks to be Hispanic. He's getting beer and then looks at me with this look and I already knew what he was thinking. He makes his way over and stands next to me for a while before turning to me and trying to talk to me. Don't get me wrong... I'm probably intimidating and all that but honestly, if you're nice I will talk to anyone. I'm a much friendlier person than I probably seem to people.
The first thing he says to me: Are you Thai?
Now... mind you this guy is WASTED. Looking at him you couldn't tell, but as soon as he opens his mouth... yea. I had no idea what he asked at first and was actually bracing myself to be completely offended. Thing is, I can't stand it when the first thing people ask me about is my ethnicity. Seriously? I think it's really rude and a shitty way to try to start a conversation with someone. The only way I really hint at this though is to answer with one word: no. I don't offer up my actual ethnic background, I don't say shit else. Just no. So of course, he then asks me if I'm Asian or half Asian and I start to explain. He tells me he works for a Vietnamese guy and has been to HCMC and Thailand and yadda yadda. I start telling him about my trip and at first the conversation seems okay except that he's not really saying anything because he's so drunk.
Yea, you know... I mean... it's so crazy.
Now put that on loop and maybe put one or two words from a sentence he starts in there then end it with some more mindless shit. I was getting annoyed and bored since my buddy kinda floated away and here I was with this new found idiot. Anytime anyone around me said something and I looked in their direction, he would touch my shoulder to get my attention and then tell me me he was saying and then continue to say yea,so you know, it's ... it's crazy. The best part about him saying it's so crazy is a few sentences prior he was saying that Thailand was more of a party country than Vietnam was. So what's so crazy about Vietnam then? Nothing. He's just an idiot. And THEN, to really irritate me... he tells me he likes my mole. You know, the one between my eyebrows that's actually A FUCKING SCAB??????? OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
At one point my buddy's boyfriend's band member tried to save me but drunk fuck was very persistent. He repeatedly would touch my shoulder to get my attention back to wherever it had gone. The band member grabbed my arms and stretched them forward to admire my Texas ink. While he was looking, drunk fuck saw the scar on my left upper forearm and asked me if it was a suicide attempt.
For those of you who haven't seen this scar, it looks NOTHING like a suicide attempt. Also, who cuts open the top of their upper left forearm to try to commit suicide? You know, the meaty part? Horizontal cuts? Ugh. At this point, the conversation was OVER. How fucking rude!!!! What if I really did have the scars of a suicide attempt? Do you really just openly ask a stranger if they tried to kill themselves? What if it's not a comfortable topic for said person????? WTF!!!!!!
At this point I think I made a face of pure disgust and told him he was just way too fucking close to me. I don't think he understood my meaning and he looked down at his feet and said he was just standing right there. I said yea, WAAAAY TOO CLOSE and made a motion with my hands. He backed off and slowly made his way for the exit. Ugh!!!! Then band member came over and we talked about how creepy that fucking asshole was. YUCK.
The funny thing is, half way through his retarded attempt at a conversation, I was thinking about blogging it for your enjoyment. :) Who knew it would take such a ridiculous turn?
09.10.11 - can't see thru your heart
I can't concentrate like I want to. I can't buckle down like I need to.
I did manage a 96 on my first Medical Terminology exam but everyone says that class is easy. Either way, I've got an A in one class at least. I did shitty on the Anatomy homework and it's hurting me a lot. It was careless mistakes too so I'm really kicking myself. I have three tests this week, Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. It's going to be a long week but I'm looking forward to going out drinking next weekend.
So I have less than 30 photos to use from the Hippie Hollow set and some of them require censoring. I'm hesitant to distribute censored photos because I don't like it but I also don't like revealing all. What to do? I know it's supposed to be for a good cause and that my loyal supporters will still want them if it means helping also. <3 I will keep you all updated with this shit...
I applied for a volunteer opportunity at the local library on Friday. Baaaaawwwwwww, right? Ugh. I'm being forced to give away my precious time for free as ordered by the court if I would like my public lewdness case dismissed. They do credit and background checks! Hopefully nothing that comes back on me is too disturbing and they call me in to work. I have to have a bunch of hours by January, dammit.
I've been trying to stay optimistic about... everything. It's been difficult. :s
09.12.11 - hood rich
I don't care what anyone says, I love being shorter than the man I'm with. Of course, the men I'm with have to be the role of daddy so it makes sense that I want someone who makes me feel physically small and fragile! The better to shake the shit out of me with... And of course with my shoe collection, I need a man who will still be of macho man stature next to me.
I realize pretty much everyone wants the uncensored Hippie Hollow photos. Really. But it's not going to happen. I have no desire to distribute any uncensored photos no matter what you say or ask. Seriously. It was funny when the first 5 people suggested I send them the uncensored photos. Actually it wasn't funny, I was just trying to be more patient and tolerant. I let them slide.. but after that? omfgplsstfu.
There are thousands upon thousands of REAL LIVE GIRLS who are more than willing to get naked. Naked for money. Or whatever your nasty little curdled balls could desire. I promise you whatever if it is you think you have to offer that's going to suddenly make me change my mind, it's not going to happen. If you're really that upset about not being able to see me fully naked, move the hell on. Otherwise, stick around and enjoy more of wonderful me, me, me...
I took my Anatomy test today and I am confident I did well. I don't know how well exactly but we won't have our grades until the end of the week maybe. I can't stand the anticipation of grades! I follow mine closely throughout the semester so having to wait days is agony. I didn't study as hard as I wanted to on this one but it was certainly sufficient to make a B. I have a feeling I'll just have a high B on this one. :( The Practical is on Wednesday and I feel confident about it as well. I've set a goal for myself of a 91 but I don't think I'll really pull it off. I'm not very confident! :(
I've been quite busy with things here and there so I am not online and/or responding much as of late. Some of you become concerned with this and think I'm mad or whatever... I assure you, if I was just ignoring you and hoping you'd get the hint, well, I wouldn't. I wouldn't because if I did want you to stop talking to me, I'd happily announce my wish for you to GTFO without a moment's hesitation. Just like my opinions, I don't keep those kinds of feelings to myself. I just have this tendency to randomly walk away from my keyboard for varying amounts of time without any warning. That's really all it is.
Last night the moon was full as hell and I got to take a look at it with Tyrone (the telescope.) I pretty much went blind but also took some photos too. I don't have a moon filter and that shit is bright as balls. You can hold up a surface to the light shining through the eyepiece and it will project the image of the moon as it is fed into your eye. That's how god damn bright that shit is.
I'm trying to put the gallery with my Vietnam 2009 photos back up. I know you perverts don't give a fuck about those photos, but I do. I'll also try to put up my lunar porn.
Ugh. It's going to be WEEKS before they get my background check back at the library. WHAT? Cheap bastards! I'll be 26 years ancient by the time they make a determination as to whether or not to hire my ass for free.
09.23.11 - i love you more
What do you get when you try to hold out to see if someone loves you more than coffee and breakfast?
A broken heart.
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