08.09.10 - No.

Oh man, for those of you who missed it, I was completely drunk by 12P on Sunday. I started drinking a 2008 Shiraz at about 9:30 or so after my shopping trip was foiled by the store being closed. :( I hadn't eaten anything all morning so I got drunk pretty fast. I drank more than half the bottle and passed out a little before 1P only to wake up sometime after 4P. I felt like shit for the rest of the day. In fact, I still have a headache.
I did record a vblog but the sound is so crappy I took it down. I'll have to re-record one that doesn't suck so bad.

I need to go on some kind of diet and start exercising. Lately I've been feeling so sluggish and horribly tired all the time. My god awful eating habits could not possibly be helping. The actual food I eat isn't necessarily the bad part, but more so the quantity. There aren't many that can compete with my ability to pack away food, especially anyone else my size. The only other thing that nearly matches my enormous appetite for food is that for sex. Woohoo! If I could just have enough sex to make up for actual exercising, that would be great.

I can't believe this is my last week at work. It's going to be the strangest feeling on the Monday after when I wake up and have nowhere to be. Probably strange and probably fucking GREAT. Until pay day and then I'll be like, WAITAMINUTE (WAM), WHATTHEFUCK (WTF).

Also:

Thumbelina will be available for a private show August 10th, 2010. Further details to be announced... dates and times are always subject to change.

08.12.10 - challenging

I know I keep saying it but I am nervous. I'm nervous!!! I'm looking forward to all the free time though. Sleeping in on the first Monday of my unemployment is going to be the greatest feeling!

Since I started working at this office nearly 2yrs ago, I mostly bought work clothes because I spend most of the week in them. Now that I've gained all this weight though, I don't really have a lot of casual clothes to come back to. None of my freaking panties fit well either. I went from having a respectable collection of bras to FOUR. It took me years to accumulate all my size 3 jeans and pants and now here I am in 2010 fluctuating between two pairs of jeans sizes 7 and 9.
Even if I had the money to buy new clothes, it's not like I could find any pants. All these stores sell skinny jeans and I can't fucks with that.

Look out for a higher frequency of bath tub cam time in the near future. :)

08.13.10 - hate. job. love. sex.

Today is not my last day at work but my first day of being unemployed. My driver's license has been suspended again and I was allowed to cut my last week 2 days short so I wouldn't have to risk driving. I went in on Thursday just to pack my stuff and say goodbye. I went to lunch with a couple coworkers and had some awesome BBQ @ Rib King? I had the chicken, brisket and pork ribs with mashed potatoes and a half ear of corn. YUM. I. LOVE. B.B.Q.

I can't believe this photo has had 1800+ views since August 5th, 2010. I have no idea why the number of views is so high. Wonder where it's all coming from. Makes me consider watermarking just to satisfy my curiosity but that would kind of take the stream out of my Photostream.

08.14.10 - mystery solved

I have solved the mystery of the 1800+ hits! Apparently someone posted my post-it note pic from flickr as "Inarguable logic" on the funny lists at reddit.com. I was able to activate Flickr stats and eventually found my way to the link. Thanks, isharq of reddit.com!
In my search to determine the source, I also came across jennacidalz.com. The domain was registered about a year after mine. Makes me wish I would have snatched up variations of jennacidal.com. Hmph.

I've been trying to clean everything out of the kitchen slowly but sho'ly and have decided to throw away all the bottles of various alcohol that was consumed for 2010 to date. I've been keeping them on top of the refrigerator to throw out on 01/01/2011 but I don't think I can wait that long. Everything is being moved upstairs so it's off the ground and the appliances have to go somewhere too, so rather than clutter up the house with a bunch of empty glass bottles I think I'll just recycle them.

I signed up for Skype! I wanna test it out next time I'm in a bubble bath with a bottle of wine.
username: jennacidal