I've been drinking lately. I haven't been going out or anything, just drinking at home and stuff. I don't know which is worse.

Next week's focus will be picking out new tile for the house. I am ripping up what was previously installed in the living room because I don't want the tile anymore. It may be foolish, wasteful, stupid or expensive, but I don't care. By the time it was installed, I wanted to push Jordan Petrich down the stairs. I feel the same way about the guy who did the wood installation upstairs also, but I sunk a lot more money into that than the tile and it covers more floor than the tile.

It's also backwards because the tile install looks very professional whereas the engineered wood upstairs looks like an amateur installed it. It's horrible.

I hate looking at it because it makes me angry. Both of installs. And I don't think you should hate something that "permanent." I don't think it's healthy.

It's okay though. I am going to pay an arm and a leg to have this shit done right and the way I want it and it's all going to be done at once. The tile will span from the entryway to the bathroom, to the living room, through the kitchen and into the laundry room.

I think I will pick out two colors of tile that go together so it's not all just one color throughout. I'd also like the tile around the fireplace redone because it's ugly.

I guess at some point next week I will paint the half bathroom because I want it done before tile is installed. I don't know what to do about the broken window sill though.

I hope once I go through all the trouble and cost of fixing everything up nicely, I can find a tenant. *sigh*