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08.25.09 - Welcome to my secret mountain stronghold.

Welcome to my secret mountain stronghold.
The swirling of thoughts.

It's really weird writing again but I'm sure the old feelings will come back. Like riding a bicycle. Or in my case, ice skating. The first time I was on a bicycle after years of not riding one, I was completely terrified. It was strange. Being on the ice again after a hiatus is more comfortable.

I've been daydreaming about buying a brand new washer/dryer. I'd looove a 2-in-1 but based on the prices I've seen at Best Buy, I don't think I could afford one brand new anywhere. I'd even rock two smaller, compact units. I actually may be in favor of those over the 2-in-1. Hmmmm. Those are even more expensive. There's decent stuff on craigslist, but I would still opt for the nicer stuff and I'd be more comfortable buying brand new. Plus if I buy brand new, they'll take it upstairs and install it for me so I only ever have to fuck with it when I move out.
I'll have to have so much taken care of before I can even afford a new set though. I have to recover from a lot before I can make payments on this stuff. :(
Pleeeeeaaaaase I need a raise at work!!!

08.28.09 - service transfer initiated

Internet connectivity should start at the new place next week. There's going to be a two day gap of nothing in between. I'm sure I'll survive. I've been trying to figure out what I want to bring over there and moving things little by little. The bed went in the other night and that was the most important thing!

I've been in turmoil lately. There's always a lot of feelings flittering through me about all kinds of different things. I tend to feel more than I think and certainly more than I can articulate. I've been hurt and frustrated by a lot of different things and I'm doing my very best to sort them out. The only problem is sometimes my best isn't good enough. It's not good enough for me as well as others. I feel though that if I am struggling with a lot of this I need to at least realize that a lot of the negative feelings quite possibly come from me rather than caused by any other person.
Much like admitting that you are aggravated and taking something out on someone else, rather than that person being the source of your aggravation.

08.30.09 - That's I Need Money!

While going through my house looking for stuff I want to move, I came to realize that I don't have a lot of stuff to sell for extra $. The only real candidate was an upright deep freezer but I really don't want to part with it. I found some old curtain rods I'm probably never going to use that I would like to sell just for a few extra bucks and to free up some space, but other then that there's nothing.

I wish I lived in Japan. Then I could peddle my dirty panties on the street corner to pervs and supplement my income.




 
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